I feel like I’ve been slacking. Here’s what I’m going to do to make up for it:
Or as close to done as I can see it, and I can finally stop stressing about something I never needed to have stressed over in the first place. Year three.
I haven’t gone on a walk in a while.
- My back pain is back with a vengeance (like, limited mobility vengeance).
- Crying at all is the worst emotional display and I don’t even feel good after I’ve done it, just totally depleted.
I was initially going to start today by making a post expressing my frustration with a lot of customers that I see; on the one hand, we have a lot of really great customers, most of whom do love books and as a consequence are at least a little more empathetic towards people (otherwise, what is the point of doing anything if not to become a better person?), but on the other, there are a lot of not particularly nice people I might have to deal with on an average day–more so when cashiering (this is retail, after all).
Sometimes my body refuses to function properly in very particular ways, usually in response to stress.
1. I show up feeling nauseous the entire day but if I am not actively vomiting, I cannot permit myself to leave (even if performance suffers). Continue reading “Conflict”
I’ve kept mostly to myself since the beginning of the year, even though I had planned on posting a lot more.